My Heroine - Silverstein

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You’re my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe, that I’m better off with you than someone else.

This is one of my favorite songs of all time. It’s just so good I can’t even take it. dfkgndslh! It’s one of those songs that I can listen to really really loud and on repeat for hours and not get tired of <33

Listen to it

Mom and I., we don’t get along..

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I’m proud of myself <3

kinda.

I went around today with my sister, Nicole, and my friends Lisa and Chris and got job applications (: I got about 9 of them from different places around town. I turned in like 5 of them, and I’m going to finish the other ones tomorrow in study hall.! yay for responsibility! and double yay for not sitting on my ass all day! *pats self on back*

on the other hand, I could be more proud of myself; considering it’s 10:30 and I’m sitting in bed, on Tumblr and watching a movie (The Bourne Identity, if you must know :b).

Funny Story:

after my friends and I went out to dinner, I went into this one coffee place and turned in my application while my friends were waiting in my car. So, I get back to my car, and the door is locked. I look in at my friends like -.- and they’re all ^.^ and then Chris is all “dance. we’ll unlock the doors after you dance” i was like “sdjgndfskhns are you freaking kidding me?!” so then I’m just dancing like a retarded seal or something in the middle of the parking lot. They let me into my car, and I gave them all the silent treatment for like 5 minutes. THEN, we went into the mall, and I locked the doors on our way in (I had a plan ;)) so that way when we got back out, none of them could get in. I unlocked my door with the key and sat inside and I was like “dance. I’ll let you all in after you dance” So they had to dance in the parking lot of the mall. It was satisfying. hehe.

Sleeping Sickness - City and Colour

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead
But now it’s like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

I could just spend forever listening to Dallas Green’s voice <33

Listen to it

Jensen Ackles is my soul mate.

hehehe, if you don’t know who that is, google his sexy face (:

no really though, we’re destined to be together <3

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adoring-alex-kingston asked: Hi Melanie, I'm Sam :)
Thank you for following.
Your cats are gorgeous. I friggin LOVE cats! Used to have one called Merlie, she was my baby XD
Do you watch Doctor Who?

Hi Sam (:

hehe, thanks. my cats are my babies ;D

and no I don’t, I have heard that it’s really good though.

Before I go to sleep,

I just thought I’d update you and tell you that I did not get those things accomplished.

:(

I got out of the shower and took forever getting ready, so I didn’t have time to clean anything anyway. Then, I got home at like 7 and Mom wanted to watch a movie as a family. and after the movie it was already like 9:15. I like to wake up at 5am and get on the treadmill before school, so to get 8 hours of sleep I need to be in bed at 9.

In conclusion, I didn’t do all the things I wanted. BUT, I am going to bed at a reasonable hour (I’ll have 7 hours of sleep), and I did get to watch a movie with my family, and I did not spend the time on my ass watching television by myself, so I guess those are good things (:

Anonymous asked: your cats are cute :]
and good luck today. i sincerely hope that you accomplish everything that you listed :]

hehe thanks ((:

and thank you., so do i.

Family dinner tonight.

Today is Sunday. I’m not a fan of Sundays. Mom always wants to have ‘family time’ on Sundays, plus I spend the day knowing that I’m going back to hell at 8am tomorrow. Today I slept in until noon, it was nice <3 I was supposed to get up and take a shower and then actually be productive today, but no. It’s 3:12pm and I am still in my pajamas chilling in my room. Because we all know that I suck at life. We’re going out to dinner tonight. (probably Bob Evans..hmm..I’ll probably get grilled cheese or something off of the kids menu ^_^) So I have to shower anyway. I hate this. I hate that I have zero self control. I always end up sitting on my ass all day. Mom said that if I don’t make an attempt to look for a job by Tuesday, she’s taking my TV out of my bedroom. and since we all know how pathetically obsessed with television I am, that’s a pretty serious consequence. I’m just afraid that I will end up being too lazy to actually go out and make an attempt. wtf is wrong with me? How hard is it to just go out and complete some applications?! I think that when I’m done typing this, I am going to take a shower. and then I’m going to put on a nice comfy hoodie and some jeans. then I’ll do some cleaning (It’s time for spring cleaning in my house). then I’ll go out to eat, and hopefully not eat too much, and try to keep it healthy. then I’ll come home and do some more cleaning. then I will watch one movie (just one) before i go to sleep at a reasonable hour (:

..wish me luck.

I just really fucking love my cats, ohkay?

I just love my cats. They are my favorite things in the whole entire world. One of them is large and fat, and she is the sweetest thing.! No matter where I am she will waddle over and get on my lap and just cuddle with me <3 and my other cat is still a kitten, I just got her in October. She is fucking crazy. I know it’s cause she’s a kitten, and she’ll probably grow out of it..but I hope she doesn’t. She’s just always jumping around and not caring about anything around her. But when she does mellow out, she’s absolutely adorable. She’ll get on my lap and purr really loud and just start licking me and then I just huggle her and never want to let her go ^.^

and sometimes, I’ll walk into a room and they’ll be cuddling with eachother. Those are the times when my heart just explodes from the cuteness. fdjhndhk